Planning for the happies.
Our September sucked because I was working so much and stressing so much and doing stuff like that. I lost a part of me, and now I am back to normal life and need to find that part of me again.
My plan is simple. Focus on things that make me happy and see if that brings me out of my funk. I also plan to see my counsellor again next week and see if maybe venting about some stuff at work will help. I’m also supposed to meet with my boss and his boss as a way to find some help relief in all the craziness I have at work.
So what am I planning to do? I will keep running, despite the fact that I have no desire to run, and really don’t want to. I will keep crafting, I have a baby quilt to make for my girlfriend’s baby after all. I will continue to spend time with my daughters, we aren’t going to cancel our park play date just because mommy is in a funk.
I am really hopeful that I can snap out of this funk. I am a strong, confident, hard working mama, but I am not afraid to ask for help when I need it. Wish me luck in dealing with it.
Asking for help is awesome! So proud of you.